Thinking about life

Posts : 299 Join date : 2014-01-06

I sit at a cliff looking down it as I think about jumping. Why the fuck was I born a siren. I betrayed the only person that made me happy. "I wish i was never born, I just hurt those I care about....I'm so so sorry Vixen."

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I stand a distance back, unsure how to proceed. Vixen? Is that the girl I saw Ceraph with...? I take an uncertain step forward, then stop again. I didn't want to intrude, or offend.

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I don't notice anyone nearby as I am lost in my own thoughts. I'm the worst kind of person. I should just jump off right now and end it.

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I take a few more steps, until I am almost within reach of Ceraph. "Uh...Are you okay, Ceraph?" I ask, still worried.

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I look up behind me and see Syphen. "Oh...Hello Syphen... I'm fine, for a worthless whore like me can be." I sigh and go back looking down the mountain.

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I sit down beside Ceraph. "Can I ask what is wrong? You seem so down..." I ask, testing.

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"I'd rather not talk about it and I want to be alone...." I wipe away a tear as it falls down my cheek. "And besides why would you care about me? I tried to get into you pants..."

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I force myself to smile and put my arm around her shoulders. "Ah," I say, "But you didn't, did you? Besides, who could leave a pretty girl like by herself when she is obviously in pain?" I hug her gently with the arm around her shoulder.

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"Please, I want to be alone." I shrug off the hug and bring my knees to my chest. "I'm sorry but I can't talk about it with anyone."

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I shrug, but still sit there. I look out into the mist below, and wonder what I would see if the mist were gone...

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I sigh softly and scoot away from Syphen. Me soon. "Could you please leave I want to be alone."

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I still sit there. "No." I say quietly but firmly. I was determined. I saw only one outcome in leaving a depressed girl alone on a cliff. And I didn't want that.

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I stand up and turn to him. "I told you to fucking leave me alone! I Need to be fucking alone right fucking now!" I slap him and go sit down.

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I scowl but sit beside her anyway. "There's no way I'd leave you alone in a depressing place like this," I say persistently.

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"Then maybe I should fucking push you off so that I can be alone!" I glare at him with a serious intent in my eyes.

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I look coolly back at her. "It won't change anything," I say emotionlessly.

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"It will make me alone." I get up and walk behind him ready to push him off.

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I shrug. "If you're that desperate, why has it not crossed your mind to just leave me here? You aren't thinking clearly," I say.

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I didn't want to admit it but I was hoping for her to find and stop me. "Thats none of your business, now leave before I make you fall."

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"Before you 'make me fall'?" I ask, laughing. "I can't believe it. You really are off, aren't you?" I stop and think a minute. "Or maybe... It's not that you want to be alone...But that I wasn't the one you wanted to be with...?" I speculate, feeling somewhat upset.

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I blush softly and start pushing against Syphen's back. "I said leave or I'm making you."

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I push back against her. "Oh, so I was right then?" I ask, trying to keep the jealousy and disappointment out of my voice.

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I stop pushing and turn around and blush more. "I never said you were right."

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I scowl. "But you implied it."

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"A-as I said its none of your business, now leave so I can be alone."

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